I need to get it all out here...
I just up and quit my job on the 14th. It was a spur of the moment move, and I blamed it on the other techs being mean to me, and one of the vets being condescending and just awful.
I have been diagnosed with bipolar a few years ago, and have an awful habit of skipping doses, which comes with a high price. This time, it was my job and my family's income.
My problem, in addition to being irresponsible with medication, is that I care too much about what others think or say. I don't know how to let it roll off and move on, like an adult. Most of the techs are young, and love to gossip and be stupid. The vet in question....well, there are vets like that everywhere and I need to learn to not take everything so personally.
I need to see a counselor to help deal with these issues, but have no insurance.
I am overwhelmed by the number of animals I have, but don't have the guts to get rid of them. I'm going to lose my marriage if this keeps up, along with my sanity.
Someone please kick my ass.