Hi! Hope you are doing amazing. And you are totally fine. You are extremely brave to take such a step. Don't look at the past. Just keep moving forward. There are many clinics out there which will help you out. I have heard that the clinics in Russia are really good. One specifically is based in Ukraine. known as BioTexCom. It is a really good clinic for IVF and surrogacy. You can always contact them and find out the details. They do amazing work with their clients. And offer them the best solutions regarding surrogacy and IVF. I am sure the result will be positive if you contact them. Although this procedure can be expensive but it is worth the while.