I don't know if it's from taking the Follistim, the hcg shot yesterday or what, but I woke up in a serious funk today
My temp is up, makes me wonder if I DID ovulate yesterday, my ovaries AREN'T hurting and I just feel like it was all for naught.
Then, just as I'm getting myself to feel better, we go back in for the actual procedure, after dropping dh's sample off an hour earlier, and I find out there are only 9 million sperm in the IUI syringe
They said the sample only had 32 mil, and 18 mil were motile, then after using the wash/chemicals to decrease the viscosity it left 9. This is a HUGE difference from the SA we had a year ago
So, I just want to sit down and cry and I feel bad for dh b/c he knows I'm upset and he's trying so hard to be optimistic. I didn't even plug my temp in this am b/c it's so much higher than even when I AM normally 1dpo. I was tossing and turning so I know that's part of it.
And even if I didn't ovulate yesterday, the fact that there's no symptoms (ie pain) indicating imminent ovulation now, really worries me b/c the washed sperm only live 6-12 hours. Either scenario pretty much means 1,000.00 down the drain and another cycle wasted.
/end pessimistic moody rant