After reading this forum
 

I keep coming back and reading more. I even light a smoke and then came here, and said hey dumbass, put the cigarette out and quit RIGHT NOW, I have 9 left in my pack and no other packs here, I am calling DH now to beg him not to buy me any. He said he wouldn't. I know I can do this, I have my doctor tomorrow so that helps I pray he gives me something.

Only thing I am afraid of is the doctor saying that something worse is wrong with my lungs (had a ct scan get the results tomorrow) and I panick and head right for the smokes.

So I will have today as my quit date although I have smoked this am, its still early and I know I can do this.

The only other person in real life that will know is my DH cause everyone else drives me batty and makes me want to smoke more.

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You already smell wonderful now, Maxine!

And another one kicks the butt--YAY, Maxine!!

:clap That's wonderful! I'm proud of you. You CAN do it. Fight the urge :clap

Another one kicks the butt :lmao

:clap Good for you. I declared the 4th as my quit date even though it was 10pm when I smoked my last one. Dammit, it was before midnight, so that IS my quit date! :D

You can do it. You'll feel and smell so much better, I promise. I love being able to take deep breathes. I walk around all day doing it; it helps too because it makes ya kinda dizzy like a smoke does sometimes except it's much healthier.

Oh Maxine!!! That is awesome news!!! :clap You can so do this!!! :love

Let us know how your appointment goes, and be sure to talk to your doctor about the possibility of getting some help with quitting. :)

:clap Congratulations on your will to quit!

I also declared my quit date to be on a day that I had already smoked. I smoked my last one at 8:15 pm on New Year's Day.

Thanks ladies, I did have one but I am doing good. I am not smoking in my car tonight and I am not smoking on my break, instead I will nap :D

:clap You can do it Maxine!