Ugh I can't do this!
I bow to every little pressure and have a cig. My problem is I know I'm not yet ready to quit for myself. I wanna quit so the boys don't see mommy smoking and to make my parents proud of me....but personally just me, I still wanna smoke. I like smoking damnit.
I wake up late, shit have a cig and I'll calm down.
Teacher is insane, have a smoke.
People are being bitch at work, have a smoke.
I just bought a new book, go have a bunch of smokes.
I wanna quit but I don't want to, it just makes it too damn easy to cave. I have cut back, but no where near where I wanna be.