Well, I didn't stop there. I bought a pack today. I am fucked aren't I?
I'm feeling very weird. Guilty, but not really.
I am going to toss the pack, but honestly, I plan to smoke another one or two before I do. I know that is stupid, so why am I making plans to do it?
It's a weird feeling that I can't really explain. I need to just stop it and get back to being a nonsmoker.
I think I've had about 8 cigarettes since Saturday night.
WJH, can you tell me your experience? Did you quit for a while and then just have a few, or did you start back up fully and have to quit again?