Hi Dear! You're welcome here! I'm extremely sorry for you. I think you have come to a right place. I myself also was devastated and desperate at the time of joining this forum but now I'm pretty relieved after making a few friends here. Further, you should know that you're not alone! I'm also a 36year old woman and a TTC for nearly 6 years. Well, I've not been able to have a child of my own since so long! So, yeah! Well, now I've opted for an IVF later this year in Ukraine. So, yeah! I'm getting progress. Well, have you had any tests? I mean what do you OBs says? Well, you can still try again...I know how this MCs are. Don't lose hope dear!