Hi Dear, First of all, I am so sorry that you have this illness. I know how much it affects one women's life because I have been through the same illness and am still coping with it. I would also say that perhaps you are very brave to still thinking about having a baby! You must never leave hope. But it is also a very poor thing that you ignored your health issues for a very long time even when your body was giving you clear signs of it. Being women I understand all the pressure you might be feeling. And you are lucky that you have figured your illness relatively earlier than many women with the same disease. I was married 5 years and have been trying for a baby ever since when I came to know about having PCOS. Of course, doctors were afraid that I may never have a baby by myself and everyone told us to go or adoption. But I am so lucky to have come across my doctor, who brought hope to my life again. She told me the first step towards it will be to stay positive and attract positive. Positive Vibes has a real effect on life. I started staying happy, with happy thoughts and eventually a happy body. Along with the support of my family, husband, and friends plus the medications, I was altogether a happy person again, and, meanwhile, I and my husband were still trying for a baby. This is a miracle for me what I am about to say next but trust me it happened and can happen with you, too if you keep your faith up and stay positive, after about a couple of years I was impregnated. Today, my daughter is 5 years old and completely healthy and I am second time pregnant now. All I would say is that stay positive and feel happy from within. An illness tries to take your courage down, don't let that happen. Take care, I will pray for you.