This would be painful for you dear. Infertility is really hard to deal with. It gets disturbing when you face continuous failures. However, infertility treatments are the only hope in this regard. They have totally changed the world. I appreciate you as you have taken a wise decision to go for surrogacy. But the clinic you have opted for your treatment was a scammer. Dear, don't blame yourself for this. It's not your fault rather they have lied to you. Adonis clinic should be punished for its crimes. People go there with great hope. But when they face failure, it breaks the heart. Well, it was not your fault so forget about it. There is a clinic in Europe offering surrogacy with success guarantee. You can give them a try too. I just hope this time, your dream will come true.