Hi, Amelia. This was such an awful read. I'm really sorry. It must have been so hard for you. I am so glad, that I avoided this. I read these stories, often. They make me really sad! I can't believe people have to go through this. My DH forced me to do my research. He helped me out, too. We visited multiple clinics! It was quite a long time, after which, I decided, to go or a clinic. It was in Ukraine. We went for our check-up, there. Things rolled, it all fell into place! I couldn't be happier, to be honest! I hope you get to experience it, too!