With everything going on with my son (please see post on ME), I feel like I'm falling apart I'm breaking out in hives, my stomach's upset...and this house...omD this house. I haven't done dishes or laundry since all this happened. I can't bring myself to get up and do them. Dh is no help, he's working all the time and hardly here.

This is my JOB dammit. I am his mother, his advocate, his voice. But why do I feel so guilty because I feel like I'm having a breakdown? He doesn't know it. On the outside, especially in front of him, I'm calm and I have it all together. But I'm a mess on the inside.

Any suggestions on how to calm down and get my shit together? Thanks for listening.